Everything I ask for
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Yumi Hanasaki
[♥]{`Yumi`}[♥]
Age: [Hoping] 14
Birthday: May 18
If you don't like me..Just LEAVE.
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Alrighttos, Currently in..
Woodlands Ring Secondary :)
bad bad girl today..
Shit!Why am i always like this?!I always lose the precious friends that i want to keep by my side!I just cant keep them by my side!I tried and tried!I just cant change the way i act towards them..even though i so very much wanted to be kind,loving and caring..just because of my looks..being teased i had enough of THAT!I tried and tried but i have to let my stress out some times dont i?IM A FREAKING HUMAN TOO!STOP TREATING ME LIKE AN ANGEL!EVEN ANGELS GET STRESS!PLEASE JUST UNDERSTAND THIS F*CKED UP SIMPLE LOGIC!WHY CANT YOU?!Even though i treated you all as part of my life as part of my fragments..you all just simply kick me out of your lives..I tried to talk to you but you all always just..leave me behind..fine!I cant go out with you all that much!But have you ever THOUGHT;THAT I GO OUT USING MY MONEY?!NOT GETTING FROM MY PARENTS?!YOU GUYS GO BOWLING OR WATCH MOVIE BUT I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO GO!THAT DOESNT MEAN WE CANT ARRANGE SOME OTHER ACTIVITY!
I really really loved you guys..you guys just wont help me out in changing..will you help?I asked but no one took me seriously..I WAS SERIOUS DAMN IT!I WAS SERIOUS! T~T
IF I SAID THIS TO YOUR FACE I WOULD BE CRYING YOU KNOW THAT?!
no one cares..its been like this since forever..even though i tried to keep being nice to you all but you guys just treat me as a boring person..does anyone even care to ask 'Are you alright?' when i seemed so fragile..when i did not feel well..IT WAS ALWAYS ME!ME!ASKING THIS!Why cant you all just change and ask me FOR ONCE?!
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!I HATE THIS ALOT!
i just wanted someone to know that i clearly existed..i even treated everyone equally..but the rest of you just wont treat me the same as you treat your best friends..let me tell you this;BEST FRIENDS WILL BETRAY YOU TOO!
I dont care if you guys read this FREAKING POST AND GET ANGRY!Because I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS!I GO TO YOUR BLOGS,READ YOUR POSTS ABOUT FIGHTS OR SUCH..AND I BE NICE TO YOU!YOU ARE ALLOWED TO USE '!' WHY CANT I?!I AM EQUALLY STRESSED AS YOU!YOU KNOW MY BURDENS?MY STRESS?NOOOOOO!BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT ME..
i just really wanted that warmth that someone cared and would never leave me out of conversations..did you ever felt that?
Maybe i should just change once and for all..maybe i should just be back to who i was..the stubborn,bold and child-like girl i was..but its too painful..IT WAS TOO PAINFUL!
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Fine..i wont change but i am still changing dont expect me to do anything you wont like because i will at certain times,even if i know that you hate it,because even if i try not to i will still make mistakes and do such things,im not a perfection!I am just a normal HUMAN!
-Fine;i apologise if my post has pointed to anyone indirectly but that doesnt mean you can get angry at me because i did not mention any specific names and this post is just for me to spit all the truths and stress i had been pushing down in my heart!-
On Wednesday, June 17, 2009 at 5:48 PM
Wishlist!~
Get good Results and get to 2 pure sciences!
To stay forever with her BFFs
To wish everyone has good health :)
Nintendo DS!
Try Cosplay once!
Her Fairies!~
ZHStephy
Minxuan
Jobina
Joey
Minhui
Ariel
Charmaine
Denise
Qiuheng
Claudia
Jingwen
Syafiqahh
Hannah
Sinyi
Adawiyah
Emily
Syafiq
Sharifah
Alicia-Clarinet
Syaza
Alicia
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