Black was once white

PAIN!

2010-08-11T19:02:00.001+08:00

Wah seh, just now i went to National Skin Center to get my Viral Wart done!~
Then they say must go back at least 6 times! USE COLD NITROGEN BURN SIAH!!
PAIN EHHH!
Some more is 3 times!
Go heaven lerhs!~~
Now i type also sibei painful T~T
Tmr band how siah.. must carry tuba!

BACK!

2010-08-10T10:34:00.002+08:00

Wahh, Paisehh Uhhs...
The blog went dead ><
I was too lazy to update.. Maybe i will start updating again soon :)
Ughh, Later have to do English PROJECT!!!
Wish me well :)

2010-02-06T17:10:00.002+08:00

Huuuyah! Guess where i am again? 888 duhhs! Those who guessed it ? Congratulations! Get anything? Yupp! LOVES.

Guess who's with meh.
ME.
AWESOME ME.
WHO?
MY BELOVED.
FRIEND.
Name?
Kekekeke
Guess it yourself!
,,,,,,,
Taketo Sorie ;D
Yays! I UBER LURBES HER!
Best friends :D
Yayh.

O'rightos! Let's not bore you with my ranting. So..Imma..erm..imma...??
Let's see... SHE SAID
"Kawaii desu neeeeeeee?!"
Translated : Isn't that cute??
ME...
"Iunno."
Guhs. She asked me to publish cause i've written too much.. You guys hate me ranting?
Then shooo! This is my RANTING place.
Man, i wanna change hairstyles.
OHHHHHHH RIGHTTTTTT! She reminded me of something.
I WANNA GO AFA.
Anime Fest Asia.
Can someone sponsor me?????
"Stare of death if you dont"
"Sparkly eyes if you do."

NEE?! It's like $20!!
Gush. Can someone do part time with me??
>.<
T~T

Let's interview sorie ;D
Q : What do you like the most?
A : She wants to cosplay?...?

Q : Who do you hate the most?
A : Someone i hate.

Q : Who do you LOVEEEEE the most.
A : Why should i tell you?!

Q : I know you love me.(As a friend..)
A : HUH?! Ohh.. as friend yah.

Q : Am i irritating? I am, aren't i?
A : You aren't. The person i hate is.

Q : Do you like PETER PAN?!CAUSE HE'S AWESOME!
A : Lame. ( Gives 3D lame)

Q : .......
A : ???????

THAT'S ALL! I ISH DYUGING! ( Dying )
-I ish staring at her.-
-Clap clap clap-

Now, buhh baii!

2010-01-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

Paisehh!
I forgot to update about something that happened ;D
On Thursday, during band, sir brought Laputa (Its a Japanese Anime Movie).
It was HILARIOUS! First, the main character's name is called SHEETA.
Pronounced SHITA. DAMN THAT WAS FUNNY!
Then it was also a very very very very touching movie! The movie stopped near the end cause the DVD a bit spoiled..(I Think)
Then, i'm going exercising with Trisyia AKA Sorie!
I have a bit more to go to flat tummy and i nidda train my Napfa 2.4KM anyways..so yeah, let's run!

2010-01-15T16:40:00.002+08:00

Noteee!
I Shall update only when something INTERESTING happened to me :D

By the way, i'm updating right now because... on tuesday, Sir brought us to Swensens!!
Hehe! Each table (Which consists of about 6-8 people) Shares like 1 giant earthquake!!
Hehehe! My group had only 6 people~~ And i ate ALLLLLL the cherries! Cause the others didn't want it. So i Took it :D
Then after that, we went Comics Connection.
After that we went to Time Zone.
I played hit the Goffer(SP?) You know, the game where the moles pop outta their holes and you have to hit them? yup that's the game!
Then sir was playing the Punching-the-bag game.. His high score was like 8374!
Lols.. then we played..Yongyu and gang took Neoprints with Sir..
When they taking neoprints, i was wandering around and i think some of our 'gang' went to help the Time Zone auntie with the machine that broke down and the auntie gave us a BIIIIIIIGGGGGG packet of sweets! There was like, what? About a 100?
Then we went off after that. Me, Deanna and Batrisyia went off first.
We ran to Comics Connection again ;D
I bought 2 Ez-link Stickers! 1 One-piece gang and 1 Kakashi and Naruto's.
Hehehhehe!

That's all for now :D

2009-12-16T16:51:00.002+08:00

Hey-yo! Hobey-ho! I AM BACK! Yes, the owner of this blog! HANASAKI YUMI/LAW LI MIN!!(=.=)

Missed meee? alrights, im gonna try to revive this damned blog ;D
Alrights, on the performance on 11 dec - bravissimo II - i was like being KILLED by my SHOES! It was freaking BITING ME!! Gosh! What could be worse? Zuraahh and Gen asked me to bite my shoes so it wont bite me, then i was like 'The hell?! Its freaking dirty!'
And we were ushering people so its like yarhhs, PAIN PAIN PAIN! T_T

The songs were amazing! I am glad that i joined BAND! Bolero and Yorkshire were the most amazing pieces i ever played this year! Yorkshire Ballad was so serene~~ Bolero had this mysterious feel and i only started playing from the 39th bar cause we were supposed to play it at piano~

Ouhhkaeys so after that we did more songs! Sir was like so funny right at the end! He asked 'So do you guys want morreeee?' to the audience of course! And so we did the 2nd encore which we didnt prepare as 'Road of Gokusen'
Anyone watched the drama? Its damn amazing and funny! A drama full of Laughs and well..Truth!

That's all for now..
DAMN! I have to go do my homework! And imma try writing a story ;D
An ORIGINAL FICTION. Probably 1 or 2 chapters long only >.>

2009-11-09T14:00:00.002+08:00

ughhs guys, can you guess where i am?
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I AM AT 888PLAZA!!
Lols..freaked?Nahhs, with laptops around these days?Freaked?No way!
I'm using my dad's laptop so yarhhs, im not used to using his.
I'm tending my mum's push-cart...SUPPORT ME WOULD CHA?!
Come to 888 and buy some clothes for heaven's sake >.>
Lols..maybe not..?
Just come if you support mehh!Plus, there's alotta nice clothes!~~

Alrights, now on to serious matters..
(Wait...did i just say serious?!)
Okay, serious stuffs..
I'm bored..cant do much stuffs around here ya know?
So let's give you one of my BS talks.

'Blood is thicker than water'
Do you know why?
Because our blood isn't just ours, our blood comes from everyone who was before us - our ancestors.
The blood we have in us, will also be given to our children next time.Their blood will also be passed down.That is why blood is thicker than water.You may think it is 'oh-so trivial' but it isn't. it is a simple liquid flowing through us, but yet it is filled up with complications because of the number of souls that had and will have this red liquid flowing through them.So treasure your life, treasure your soul and treasure everything you had been given.~

2009-10-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

Ughhs, tomorrow we have BAND.
I just got reminded that i have to post this.
Guess what instrument i got?
TUBA!!!Ughhs, my LAST choice.Shit.Hate this life.
Just cause i can play ALL the songs Jieying threw at me -.-
Should've put french horn instead of tuba......
I WANTED EUPHONIUM!EUPHONIUMMM!!!
But..whatever.
Since i got the instrument, i shall give it my ALL.ALL.I SAY ALL.
Haiis..Anyways, our class have 8 people in band, we all got different instruments!Cool right?
Let's see..this is the List.
Me - Tuba
Xingyi - Euphonium ( I WANTED )
Zane - Flute
Emily - Clarinet
Firdaus - Trumpet
Elfi - Trombone
Wee Kee - Percussion
Azura - Saxophone

So yarhs, we need one french horn then we have a mini band? >.>
So yahhs!That's all T_T
BAND TOMORROW!!!Need to help set up, keep and such suchhhh!
Okays, that's all for my nagging and complaining and whatever..

2009-10-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

Kekekeke!(Evil laugh)
Its 19 minutes to MIDNIGHT!!
The time where horrifying stories told come to life ;D
Lols, i don't know what got into me.
I'm currently watching an anime called 'Ghost Hunt'
Wahhhh!!The guys are like so HOT!I wish they were REAL!
Why can't anime be real? >.> I want the hotties to be MINE.
Lols...Rights..
You guys heard of DBSK?!
Yunho is like...OMG!Dreamy Knight!
JaeJoong is like...MY GOSH!He's so pretty when dressed as a female but so handsomely cute as a male!
Urhhs!How cute!
By the way >.>
FORBIDDEN LOVE?!
Lols...that's what their fans are going about..this thing called 'YunJae'
But i think the pairing is like so cute?!>.>
Erhhs, Alrights..if you think this is freaky..then shoo!
Cause i TOTALLY LOVE FORBIDDEN LOVE STORIES!!!
Vampire and Human!
Angel and Devil!
Omg..how ROMANTIC!
Sorry i'm such a hopeless romantic >.>

2009-10-09T12:04:00.000+08:00

Exams over yesterday!Today don't have to go to school!!!!(Cheers)
Lols, just now when i woke up, my kakak, come home from Shengsiong.
Then she say have 1 prawn still alive, i go dig it out!
Then i put lots lots lots and lots of water,then it didn't swim!!
So angry (Pouts)
Then later on,i decided to put a bit of salt ;D
Then i go set up lappy!After that, watch a bit of anime~~
Like 2 episodes....Then i go check the prawn!It's swimmingggggg!(cheers)
Haha..So im gonna go watch my anime now!

2009-10-02T20:20:00.005+08:00

Alrights, i'm back with more photos of BRUNO!!!
Omg~
Lols, i cut my hair like 1 week ago?Last sunday,went to see bruno at the granny's house!
This time,i finally managed to get a shot of me and bruno together!!Yay!(Cheering~)

Brunooo!It was night time when i took the pictures!

ME AND BRUNO FIRST!Hahas,don't mind me,just look at bruno!

Now look at the next few pictures...
(OMG?!Whose hand is that?!Certainly NOT mine.)

Lols,THE END.I took more than 20 photos >.>
And that hand....was...DUN TELL YOU!
You wanna know?Nahh,i like keeping people in suspense!Haha,evil right?

2009-09-26T19:04:00.003+08:00

Updateeee~
Hahas, sorry for not updating for like FOREVER?!
Lols,okays lemme show you BRUNO!He's a golden retriever.He's quite old alrdy..NOT MY DOG!This photos were taken on last Sunday.

Okays..There are MORE.But i'm lazy to upload all so whatever lols!
>.>
Today's Feelings..
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"The weather was sunny,But my heart is now rainy.."
Perfect neh?
Im feeling depressed here >.>

And thank you Stephanie for coming here to Tag!
Thank you all of you who have been tagging me even though i fail to update my blog -.-

2009-09-16T20:59:00.002+08:00

Hey seriously, this is my post to everyone.
Im very sorry if i ever offended anyone.
I did NOT mean to do that..
I will CHANGE.
I will.I swear that i will.If i am rude,just tell me.
I dont know how i changed.Is it because of the people i hang arnd?
Maybe i should start hanging arnd Camilia?
She doesnt affect me much.Maybe i'll change back to who i was.
I'll just change.
Just wait for me guys.
I WILL CHANGE.
:D That's all for today..
Bye..

Rights,i've got a new name ;D
'Dumbsillygirl' ;D

2009-09-16T17:30:00.002+08:00

Fine.this post deleted.
I dont wanna fight with them.
I dont wanna make our friendship worse.

2009-09-08T18:20:00.003+08:00

Went to help mum at her Push cart...
Lols.Kinda boring.
The place was DEAD.DEAD!!!
No one walked into the place..abandoned mall?
Maybe..LOLS.
Im boring..
Okays,nth to talk about lorhhs,if i tell you what happened,you'll be here for AGES.
:D
But my brother poked me alot then i keep falling off the chair..
Then i fall off the chair then i hit my HP,then my hp hit the floor.
Chain effect...LOLS!!!
Hahas!

2009-09-07T18:41:00.002+08:00

Uberbored..
Okays so this is what happened :
8am woke up alrdy!Can you believe that?NO SCHOOL and i woke up that early!Not by choice!Okays,i washed up and started up my lappy ;D
checked on my DC.7adults 3hatchlings ;D yays!
okays,had bread for breakfast..i wanted to drink milk but dont have..so drank some milo instead T_T
Uhhs,at 12pm went to bath before going out cause i want my hair to be wet and NICE.
1pm reached wlands,from there go orchard with azura ;D yays!
Okays arhhs,we went to borders first,i bought 3 books there~~Then azura cant find her guitar book so we went to kinokuniya also :D
I bought anth 2 books there!I needed them marhhs..
Then azura bought her book ;D and reserved one cause she didnt have enough money?!
Then i went to grab something to eat,azura stayed 1meter away cause she can smell then she get tempted to eat..So i stayed away until i finished the grabbed.
Took MRT.Went to NorthPoint.
Asked ZH if he want to go Timezone with us,he dun want so whatever!He nvr see me before so naturally scared?Lols.
We went to time zone played a game that requires us to hit the buttons.
Me and azura compete.
We hit like siao ehhs!Until the whole hand red!!Hahas!After that,went home~~
So now im blogging here!Hahaas!So bored..
Imma kill someone..JKING!

Okays..
Buhh baii!<33
iuberlovesyou.
Yumi.

2009-09-05T20:02:00.003+08:00

Today we had band investiture ;D

Okays so this is what happen-ed.
8am
REPORT TO BAND ROOM~~
Gina told us to go to hall so i put my bag in the BR.
Lols,so we went up,sat at rdm places first.
Then adawiyah sat at the parents sit so i said 'Adawiyah,who's your child?'
Hahas!And she said 'no larhs,i dont have a child'
So blah blah.

8.30am
Sit-ted at our proper arranged places.I sit between Xingyi and Elfi.
LOLS.okays so adawiyah was like behind me.But then gina shift shift.Then become Shane sit behind me.I got hi-5 from Jieying,Gina,Junyu and who else..iunno.

9-10.15am
The band rehearsed~We didnt perform cause we hadnt graduate or learn any songs ;D
Sir was dancing when the band played one song!So damn funny!
Then at 10am we went for a short break orhhs.How stupid~I was playing with my handphone outside the hall ;D genevieve very funny orhs!I said i wanna commit suicide.
She said 'Okay,i follow you,you want to slit your wrist or you wanna jump off?'
I said 'Jump.'
She said 'We only at the 2nd floor ehhs!wont die one larhs!'
So i said 'Will larhs,just spin arnd in the air and get a heavy IMPACT on the head,and wakalah,you're dead!'

10.15am
BREAK OVER.
The parents are coming in!The secondary ones went to usher the parents in.I was stationed at the gate with Azura,Deanna,Adawiyah,Shane,Atirah(Dunno) razif.
The last two names i anyhow spell lols.
Okays so,i was like shouting 'Hey!Say hi to the parents larhs!' at all of them ;D
Lols.saw leonard(Dunno spelling also).
You know,the senior in band?Ex-leader/adviser for double reeds i think.
I was like 'Hi!' Then was waving.
He looked at me.Then looked back.
I said "Hellohhs!I know you but you dont know me so yarh!"
His face was like 'uhhs..weird..'
Hahhas!I scared the hell outta everyone arnd me.I was like so crazeh?
They said i was.
I said 'Im just overly enthu alrights?'
The band members from teck whye came too!I was like 'Hihihihihi' at them.
Only 3 girls waved at me.The other ignored me.Including the boys.

arnd 11am...
BAND INVESTITURE STARTED!~
Max,Jane and syaza(I think) were the emcee.
Max introduced himself as 'Hi,im max and im a ladies man'
And we were LAUGHING.
;D damn funny.
Hahahs!Worse thing.During rehearsal,he refused to hi-5 me.

arnd 12pm.
We got our certificates.=D
Lovelovelove.

arnd 12.30pm
INVESTITURE OVERRRR.
So we kept everything and i told sir to change my choice of instrument to
1) Euphonium
2)Trombone
3)Tuba

He very bad seh!He said he wants to give me my 3rd choice.I want 1st or 2nd cause i played them before so i can learn more and faster. >:L
Angry.
In the BR i hugged the euphonium senior ;D

Arnd 1pm
DEBRIEF AND WALAH!GO HOME :D

SO now at home...
1)MADE COOKIES~For ZH.Tmr steph help me pass to him ;D
2)MADE CHICKEN PIE ;D it turned out nicer than the first time ;D
3)Read my book.
4)BLOGGING HERE.
5)Waiting for ZH to be online.NOW.

Okays,
Buhh baii!<33
iuberlovesyou.
Yumi~

2009-09-04T18:58:00.003+08:00

LOLS.Just rmb-ed one thing.
You know?
The vry famous korean actorrr.
Everyone loves him.
Boys over flowers.
Gu junpyo?
His name is Lee min ho.
Read his name with out the 'ho'
Whose name does it sound like?
Hahas!MINE.But not exactly the same.
But im no boy.Uh-uh.
nope nope.
Lee min ho can be my brother lohhs!
LOLS.Hahas!Let's make him a girl.
NOT.You guys will be pissed if i do that. ;D
Okays so that's the END.of our little joke :D
Dont tell Lee Min Ho if you see him ;D

Buhh baii!
Iuberlovesyou,
Loves,
Yumi.♥

2009-09-04T18:42:00.003+08:00

Yays~Tmr have band investitureee~
Imma be an usher~
Btw updated list again..
Name Title Hearts
ZH - Uberloves ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥[10]
Stephy - Ubercutes ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥[10]
Yahyah - Uberhugs ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥[9]
Zuraa - Uberscary ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥[9]
Anna - Uberstrong ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ [8]
Syasya - Uberart ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ [8]

2009-09-03T18:30:00.002+08:00

Omggs!Tomorrow we getting back our CA2 results..Someone scored 9 A1s!OMG!We all think is camilia..
Okays so,this is what happened today
1)Go to school as usual..BORINNGGG
2) Let down hair in school,hannah and azura saw,asked me to not pin up cause its nicer.
I refused cause ltr teacher catch orhhs!
3)RINNG~Recess.Ate with weekee,belinda,yvonne,jiamin and claudia ;D
4)Changed clothes!
5)SCHOOL OVER ;D ate lunch then went for BANNNDDDD
6)Super crazy in band ;D hahas!Got Junyu and Rebecca's number ;D HPPPP!!
7)Got home,and i changed a HP :D
8)Checked up on my DC.
9)Check blog orhhs,louis tagged me,so i link him lerhs and added his hotmail,as requested by him.
10)Viewed steph's blog and chatted on the phone..Got scolded by dad,cause i was hogging the phone.
11)Blogging awayy~~Here.
Okays so that's all that happened.A boring life,yes i know.
Hahahs!Okays,gotta go now,imma go play somethings then i'll rush down to check on tuition things...gotta get tuition for CHINESE!
I HATE MANDARINN!!NOOO!GO AWAY!WHY WAS THAT LANGUAGE DESIGNED?!OR MADE UP!?!Hate you mandarin.

Okays,
Iuberlovesyou.
buhhbaii!<33
Loves,
Yumi ;D

2009-09-02T16:12:00.006+08:00

Okays, so this is my new list of 'lovers'

ZH - Uberloves.
Stephy(Stephanie) - Ubercutes
Zuraa(Azura - Uberscary but i still love her ;D
Anna(Deanna) - Uberstrong
Batrisya(Syasya) - Uberprotector
Mikey - Uber'wise'
Ada(Adawiyah) - Uberhuggs!!
Drey(Audrey) - Ubertalk~

He was angry -.-
So i changed it back.
Hope he's not angry anymore?
So bad rights?Yarhs i know.

2009-08-31T19:51:00.002+08:00

You know i like you.
Yes you do.
But why are you torturing me?
Asking me questions that hurts to answer..
You hate me don't you?
Avoid me then.Don't be kind anymore
You're just killing me here.
Yes you are.You just don't know.
Maybe you don't even care!

I don't know why i fell for you in the first place.
You're hurting me,torturing me on purpose.
If that is so,why don't i just like someone who will definitely love me back?
Why am i bearing this hurt?
I find it oh so difficult to hate you..
But why are you taking that for a weakness?
Yes it is.But you didn't have to do that!
Oh oh oh!I hate you so much.Yet i still can't truly hate you.
Oh god,What should i do?
Maybe i should tell that guy?
Maybe i should like him.
He won't hurt me would he?
BETTER STILL.
I won't love anymore.No no.
Not anymore.

Everyone hates me when i love them so much.
Yarhs,i'm not as beautiful as the others,but did you have to do that?
I hate you oh so much!But i still cant truly hate you.
What is it about you that i find so attractive?
I even forsaken my sleep to talk with you.
I even took all the loneliness i felt ALONE.
You know how i felt?
You did nothing!Nothing at all.
I wouldn't tell you because you're bound to feel that i'm just a weakling.
But let me freaking tell you this : I AM NOT A WEAKLING.

I know myself.
I know i love you.
I know i can't hate you truly.
But i will learn to hate you.
No matter how much it takes.
Even if this life of mine is gone.
I swear i will hate you.
It brings me too much hurt to love you.
I loved you..
But now i shall forget..
Neh?Isn't that the easiest way?
I loved you..You took me for granted
Now i'll disappear entirely
From your life.You won't see me again.
Bye,the one i loved.

2009-08-28T18:30:00.002+08:00

Okays..Im so gonna arrange with my friends to go to Sembawang Park during the one week holiday at the end of this term!Just relaxing and slacking ;D imma take lots of pictureees!
So this are the people who MIGHT be coming
-Steph
-Azura

The Details...
It's a picnic so bring so snacks too!
Bring money!Lots of money ;D abt $15 so we can go rent bikes.
We're taking the MRT or BUS.
The date and time not set.

DONTS-
BRING TEXT BOOKS!
FORGET TO BRING MONEY
GET LOST
FORGET ABOUT ME T_T (lols this is random)
SULK.BE UNHAPPY.
THESE ARE NOT ALLOWED!!!

DO's-
BE HAPPY
REMEMBER TO BRING EVERYTHING NEEDED!
STICK WITH THE GROUP :D

2009-08-27T19:55:00.004+08:00

I'm hating her..Every minute,every second,Im hating her more.
I've never met her.I've never talked to her.
But i know she's a two faced demon.
Her blog,And my friend's blog.
They dont match.
My friend tells her true feelings.
She tells her true feelings.
But she only talks about good things.
My friend talks about everything she feels.

She's a two faced demon because...
She treats you like the cutest thing if you dont defy her,she gets arrogant.
She treats you like crap if you defy her or simply tell her facts about her.
I hate people like her.I dont know her.But i can tell everything about her.
Im not a mind reader,no.But we have all noticed her doings have we not?

She said my friend stole her friends.Have she ever thought this way?
Why did they leave her?
Why did they start ignoring her?
When did they start getting tired of her arrogance?
When did they start going over to the others?
Did she treat them equally?
Did she show everyone her true self?

No.You know?The ones i love most is also under her manipulation.But i cant simply say "Hey,please ignore her,she's a arrogant b****".
No i cant.They'll think im unreasonable.But i dont want them to be hurt..
I know this "Your feud,dont drag me in.My feud,I dont drag you in."
That's part of me.But i also have this in me "If i know how cruel she is,I will try everything to help you avoid getting hurt" Because i simply love you guys.

I dont care.If you hate me,i still dont want you to be hurt.Getting betrayed is the worse thing.Maybe that's what shaped her into the person she is right now..I dont know anymore..But i dont want you to be hurt..

2009-08-27T19:33:00.002+08:00

I've decided,I wont tell you my feelings
But i wont hide them
I'll just forget them.Entirely.
I'll just stay by your side
Just as a friend.So please dont end up liking me.
I know that wont happen.You've already killed whatever love i had for you.
In my heart.I know that you still love her.Cause you said that...
Its like she's at the back of your mind and no matter what..you still think of her.
I've done my best to try to ignore you.
But i cant,can i?
No.I cant.So i'll choose to help you.
Forget her, or get back with her.I'll help you.
Try remembering this : Yumi's here for you.No matter what.
I'll be your friend.Truly..From now on.
The feelings i had?Thrown into the abyss..
But maybe..They are just tucked away somewhere in my heart.
Waiting for someone to unleash that powerful feeling.
I wish the one who does will love me more than anyone will.
That he wont betray me.That he wont hurt me.
But love isn't perfect after all..So i'll bear with this hurt until..
Until..that person for me appears.

2009-08-26T19:40:00.003+08:00

'Stop being kind to me!You're killing me here!You're kind yet you dont love me..Are you trying to kill me?Dont be kind..Please..!'
This is how im feeling.You,you the one whom i love.You are betraying my love aren't you?
You said im cute,you said im good.You said im kind.
But you never meant them did you?
I hate you so much.So so much.
Why did you have to be kind to me?
So much that i fell in love?
This love is wrong.So very wrong
You dont love me,so please stop being so kind.
You give off this charm that makes me attracted.
That two faced demon loves you too.
You dont know her.Not her.You never will.Cause you love her.
So you wont take me seriously.But i really did loved you.
Why?Why are you always like this?I know you're kind..
But why did you have to be so extremely kind?
Even to the point that you wake me up kindly.
Even to the point that you dont say im ugly.
Are you luring me into the deadly trap you have set up?
I dont want to..but im already caught in it.
I'm just like a little bunny,catch in the Tiger's trap..
I hate this..

2009-08-25T18:56:00.003+08:00

last night SMSed ZH like siaos lols..
Okays so today only have 1 word to describe - INCREDIBLE!

But one thing is
SCHOOL WAS BORING AS USUAL!!
Hahas
After school i came home as fast as i could,took my lunch and started baking cookkiiieeeesss!
So its for the 3 little birthday babes:
24th August
Yvonne
Diyana
25th August
Stephanie

:D tomorrow i'll give it to them
And by special request,Azura has some too.She said she wanted to try -.- omggss!Okays i added too much sugar so its ultra sweet -.- OMGS!But i think they like larhs..we all like sweet things :D But not too sweet.This sweet is probably slightly sweeter than M&M chocolate nias!Okays..Buh baii !! <33

2009-08-17T17:51:00.003+08:00

Guys!!OMG i just bumped into an ULTRA FUN GAME!To me that is..its like Dragons,you have to steal the eggs from a cave and get people to visit your link until they hatch,then same things happens until they mature then you can breed them!OMG!!
So visit MY dragon eggs!

PLEASE VISIT!THEY WILL DIE IF THEY DONT HATCH SOON! >:L
http://dragcave.net/view/hA6q
http://dragcave.net/view/QQ9B
http://dragcave.net/view/NooV
http://dragcave.net/view/h5FH
http://dragcave.net/view/BCR8
http://dragcave.net/view/OmHt
http://dragcave.net/view/Rebh

2009-08-16T18:59:00.003+08:00

NOT FOR MINORS TO READ!LOTS OF VULGAR LANGUAGES!!!
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Ok,im FUCKING pissed off right now.My brother's auditionSEA couple, ---x***Z , Asked my brother to go to Free 3 room 60 at 6.50pm.
Then he entered the room and you know what that B**** said?She said she cant see him!When she could!What an ass!Then my bro exited the room and rejoined it again.She still continued with her crap 'where?Infront of me is Auditionrock la!" and such!So i typed something at her "Dont act larhs" "You blind har?" and of course i wanted to type "F***ing b****" but my brother asked me to mind my own business so here i am blogging to all you people.If any of you act like this B**** change NOW!And i just went to look at what she said.
She still put up that act and my brother got so pissed off he exited the room FOR GOOD!Finally!And when he was playing alone,she whispered to him saying what she cant see him really and such.Then i went to check again.She said its a 'Joke'!Then i dont know what happened after that,then his friend called lorhs,i gave him the freakish phone and i saw what he was doing.He was playing with that B****!AGAIN!WHAT THE F*** LARHS!

I ask him why he wont break,you know what the f*** he said?
"All my couple break with me,she very kind lerh larhs!She never break with me leh!"
See?My brother so kind right?My tolerance level is usually VERY HIGH and you know why i got so F***ING pissed off?She didnt do it just once,she did it more than 5 times!Hah,she just wants a couple to humiliate?F*** OFF!My brother aint that kinda guy!Go find some guy who wants you just for your fucking character's look!You know what?I bet my FRIENDS LOVE SOMEONE UGLIER THAN YOU BUT KINDER THAN YOU!F***ING B****!What?So?This is MY blog!Don't like it?F*** off!

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I apologize very sincerely for my crude language and anyone i might have offended while you have read this post,but as i have warned,it is not for MINORS!That means below 16-18.Unless you are very used to Vulgar languages which i believe is not the case and it is for me because my classmates are swearing just for fun and thus,i am very FAMILIAR with crude languages.

2009-08-07T20:33:00.003+08:00

Haiiz..My class is made up of 3 types of people -
1) The type that sides with the more popular people,if the popular ones hate you,they hate you.
2)Only your friends when you are of use to them
3)"I dont care if they hate you,its their business"

But most of them?Under group 1 and 2.Only a few under 3.
Me?
I am under 3 and 4- Act as always,you have a grudge against me?Take it out,openly,dont play tricks!Count not on your bloody friends,count on yourself.
My style is if you cant do it yourself,dont get your friends,cause its useless.You wanna fight?I wont fight.Take it to the court,who cares?I always keep the evidences,dumbass.I do what i think is right,no comments please.You comment?I think its true,i follow,if not,i dont.Simple as that.
Simplicity is the best thing on earth,Dont go 'Oh simple idiot' or 'Complicated stuffs are the best'
Cause you know?The best kinda technology people love is - Functional,Good and simple to understand.
And that's it.DUMB ASSES.You.Yes you,dont understand?Its either you're too stupid or complicated.To me?My blog is about 2 things - SIMPLICITY and of course,ME!ME ME!

2009-08-01T22:16:00.003+08:00

To the 'Passer-by' at steph's blog.
this is what that clueless girl said:

20 Jul 09, 19:41
PASSER-BY-N: hi ****er..
20 Jul 09, 19:41
PASSER-BY-N: u're such a pig..
20 Jul 09, 19:41
PASSER-BY-N: a fatty..
20 Jul 09, 19:41
PASSER-BY-N: everyone hates u..
20 Jul 09, 19:41
PASSER-BY-N: show off..
20 Jul 09, 19:42
PASSER-BY-N: u *****...
20 Jul 09, 19:42
PASSER-BY-N: bi.t.ch.
20 Jul 09, 19:42
PASSER-BY-N: u're useless.
20 Jul 09, 19:42
PASSER-BY-N: u go after guys
20 Jul 09, 19:42
PASSER-BY-N: but they'll all say u look like ****.
20 Jul 09, 19:43
PASSER-BY-N: change urself..
20 Jul 09, 19:43
PASSER-BY-N: or noone will ever like u..
20 Jul 09, 19:43
PASSER-BY-N: cut down on ur food!
20 Jul 09, 19:43
PASSER-BY-N: ur food are like 2x of soneeft.
20 Jul 09, 19:43
PASSER-BY-N: i'm in the same class as u two.
20 Jul 09, 19:44
PASSER-BY-N: once i see u two i feel like puking
20 Jul 09, 19:44
PASSER-BY-N: soneeft isnt that worse. u;re the terrible one
20 Jul 09, 19:44
PASSER-BY-N: u eat 2x more than soneeft.
20 Jul 09, 19:44
PASSER-BY-N: no not 2
20 Jul 09, 19:44
PASSER-BY-N: 4times.
20 Jul 09, 19:44
PASSER-BY-N: she ate quite little.
20 Jul 09, 19:45
PASSER-BY-N: at least she went for nutriton
20 Jul 09, 19:45
PASSER-BY-N: u dun
20 Jul 09, 19:45
PASSER-BY-N: u wanna stay fat
20 Jul 09, 19:45
PASSER-BY-N: so stay fat and let people hate u
20 Jul 09, 19:45
PASSER-BY-N: FATTY BOM BOM!

And so this is what i said :
\Passer by,do you have nothing better to do?I know she's cute,you dont have to emphasize it,if you're not cute,dont be jealous -.- everyone is pretty in a way!So stop emphasizing on other's flaws.so what if she's not that tall?You ever heard of the word 'PETITE'? No?That means your english sucks,so you cant be in her class and if you wanna battle about english?Feel free to challenge ME.

Then she said this:
stephanie just sux to the core.yumi, dun try to show off, i noe ur english sux . i dun mind challenging you . i got top in the class for english .she's just a short freaking fat idiot . at least i am alot slimmer than her . a least lighter and taller than her,this will be the thing i do when i am free .

And i said this :
Hnn?So what if you're taller than her?She's cute the way she is,except i dont really approve of her diet -.- and tall girls aint that good,i know that cause im tall.ALOT taller than you im sure.And if you're so free,why dont you go study?Dont even try saying my english sucks because i know most of my words,except perverted words.Dont try to please yourself by looking at people who are probably lower than you(which in this case she is not) cause thats what cowards would do.And did you know?She can find the IP trackers to track you down and sue you.She has the rights and all the evidences here.So you're just cornering yourself.

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And im DEAD SERIOUS about the part where she can hire PROFESSIONAL IP TRACKERS and track that 'passer-by' down and sue that person.Steph has every right and of course she has the evidence and witnesses,i am one witness thats for sure,and as for evidence?Even if she's deleted it,it cant be deleted from this post unless i delete this post,even if i got hacked,i have the evidence backed up in my laptop,even if my comp reformat, i have it printed out,so im ready for this case anytime.You're just cornering yourself,who ever you might be,you're just seriously cornering yourself.

And you practically told me who you are..
Same class as steph,And top in english eh?
Now all we gotta know is if you have a grudge against her and if you do that's probably you,but i wont just believe you like this as you can just be an imposter framing this mess on someone.

2009-07-22T21:19:00.001+08:00

Yeahs!This week is Racial Harmony week!Then tomorrow,i gotta stay back aft school for making the decorations for the notice board lorhs!How fun!
Tomorrow mdm sulika will lend me one of her malay costumes!Then friday i can wear ;D Because my chinese de very Awkward one..the top only,the bottom missing!So i asked mdm sulika to lend me her malay one..
But stupid larhs!My skin kinda sensitive to cloth,like i hate silk or lacy clothings,so i asked madame sulika to please try to get those more comfortable de..which means..it wont be so pretty T_T i see if we can bring camera ;D i take pictures of The beauties and the beasts in my class ;D

2009-07-18T15:39:00.002+08:00

Returning to this place,just a empty shell..I will never be feeling warmth,not from you.
Just as i was getting used to this cold,lonely shell..
You appeared and gave me warmth..I treasured you so much..WHY?!Why must you make me fall hard for you and then disappear?You TRAMPLED on my feelings..You DESTROYED me,my heart,my soul!
Did i ever had a heart?A soul?
Oh,just an empty shell..i am just an empty shell like the place i return to..
You betrayed me,yet i loved you so..Why?Why did i fall for a cruel person like you?
We were just playing,pretending to be friends..but yet,i was hoping that our time together will last,i never realised how much i loved you,until you were gone..gone from my sight..gone from my world..Will i never be able to reach out to you again?

Nande..?Nande?!NANDE DAYO?!

2009-07-18T15:23:00.001+08:00

Hai!Hai!Konnichiwa!Minna ogenki desu ka?
Haha,that was random.
So im posting again,for fun.Ltr imma go check on my Farmtown(A game)
Then,I will run around here and there around blogs,chats and such.
Heh,by the way,i'm watching Prince of Tennis again!More like continuing from Episode 136.Actually,i watched 3 episodes before i started blogging so yah~
Today is totally warm..i wish i can have a private pool and swim in it!That does a lot for me..Its so hot,that when im sleeping i am constantly sweating too!Lost of water!Dehydration!!Wahh!So,those of you who are reading this,remember this:DRINK LOTS OF WATER!WATER!

Or you'll be dehydrated..Hahah.Did i mention this?Ryoma is SOOOO cute!Especially in Chibi form,and everyone in the team(Momoshiro,Eiji) they totally love to Straggle him with their hugs or like..hit him on the head for no reason!Ahh!KAWAII!

2009-07-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

Shining Star
[This is written by ME!Law Li Min!DO NOT RIP OR COPY.]
If anyone finds or made a suitable tune for it please tell me?

Once i wished upon a star,
A twinkling star that shone in the dark..
How i wish i could be just like it,Standing brave and strong
Against wind and rain,Storm or Earthquake.

I knew you were there,somewhere out there,
Come back..Please,oh,please!Come back to me..
'I dont need anyone else if i had you'
I thought about that,when you were by my side..
Oh..ohh!

Light in the dark
You lit my way,I was in the abyss of this hell
You shone,just like the star.
You shone..You lit up the path for me..
After all this time,I have finally found my way out!

I knew you were there,somewhere out there,
Come back..Please,oh,please!Come back to me..
'I dont need anyone else if i had you'
I thought about that,when you were by my side..
Oh..ohh!

Please dont disappear
I will continue to walk towards you,
The bright,brave star,shining in the dark lonely Sky..

Once i wished upon a star,
A twinkling star that shone in the dark..
The only star..
That was..Shining..So fabulously in the night,lonely sky..

2009-07-15T13:54:00.001+08:00

2009-07-14T21:02:00.003+08:00

Ouhhkaey!ROCK OUT GIRLS!Taylor Swift is officially one of my FAVOURITE SINGERS!She has the most fabulous voice,the perfect figure,she has the total talent for singing!(And acting?)
Haha,Who knows?But all i know is,she's one of my FAVOURITE english singers and she's totally awesome for me to have like her,because i totally hate english songs,im not that into them anyway,but her songs are cool and meaningful!So yeah,im cool with her.

2009-07-11T20:23:00.001+08:00

Just came back from grandma's house :D we made stew and brought it there,then over there,we cooked the vegetable,the soup was already prepared by Grandma already so we had dinner after all the cooking was done :D
After we finished eating,i played with my baby cousin,she's a female FYI.
OMGOSH!She's so cute..Her brother also cute larhs..but they hor..keep running arnd in the hse D:
I scared they hit their heads!My goshh..Then aft that,my 4th Aunt set up the dancing game and she played with my cousins and my 5th aunt..so funny right?Simply hilarious.But its good that they know how to have fun even at their age..40+ i think. So thats all the exciting things i guess..

2009-07-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

I ask myself this every moment..: Why?Why?Why do i still feel such a lingering attachment to such a cruel guy like you?Why?I dont understand it!This thing called 'love'?I dont know..if its love,then it will never be true between us,because i know you dont like me,you dont love me.

How should i talk to you?How should i behave?Do you still wanna see that 'Yumi' that everyone had thought was me?Fine!She's me,but all i wanted was to be a bit more childish,being able to shout,run like everyone else,i know my limits.I do know it.Will you play with me?Will you?I asked you,you are childish too,why cant i be like you?Its unfair you know?But again,since when were you fair to me?So what if there is a difference between us?So what?Does that mean i cant like you?Does that mean,i cant be with you?Even as a friend?

Yeah!So what if im pitying myself?Its not my fault!No one cared,you dont cared.All i wanted was for you to care!Watch me..Look at me..Listen to me!LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM!Why cant you just do such a simple thing?It isnt that difficult at all..All i wanted was for everyone to be like how you were,love me for WHO I AM.

And today..I learnt another thing:

When you cause a death,Some one will lose his or her precious person,Indirectly or directly,you can cause a death..so think,be careful with your words,but never too careful.Be humble but never too kind,because you might end up spoiling that person.Making that person a Spoilt BRAT.So just be careful.Never do too much of something,but also never do too little of something.

2009-07-02T16:05:00.003+08:00

coward,you're a freaking ass of an coward,the moment i said "hi!" you immediately logged out,did you have to do that?Its rude you know?I dont care if you're a hacker or mikey,i dont care if im insulting you right now.Its rude,and i know that,you know that too dumbass.And all this time i was being naive believing this nonsense "You're like my sister!" this nonsense,its all just a lie isnt it?Mikey?You know it.And i know it too.Everything is a lie,i tried to believe it was true,and so what?Im tell you,you wont gain my forgiveness that easily,if you wanna avoid me,dont.Just say this "I hate you,and i wont talk to you again,so please dont appear in front of me or talk to me anymore" I wont hate you,i will just ignore you,im not your dog,i do what i want.So if you think avoiding me will settle this,Fine with me.I dont care,after all you're just a coward arent you?LOOK AND READ PROPERLY MIKEY.You better clear it,spit it out,why you were avoiding me,if i can believe you,i forgive you.If that reason sounds stupid and i dont believe it,TOO BAD.

If i dont believe you,we're officially 'I DONT KNOW YOU'.
So that is that.I've said all i want,insult me if you want.Because this is what a 13 year old girl thinks from you AVOIDING her.

2009-06-28T14:19:00.002+08:00

Nothing to do -.- must finish up the dumbass english compo first and then have to PACK bag -.- why why why!Why tomorrow school REOPEN?!This is boring.

2009-06-25T14:36:00.002+08:00

Reaching up for no man's land
To take a breath and take a chance
I walk a thousand nights to change the world
Where to go? When to stop?
Who to trust? What to say?
Found them all, just need someone to share

It`s now in the dusk every day to everyone
Ain't so strong, I ain't so strong to go
Living in life as it's not the way to live
I wish you could hear me say that I miss you

Why were we there back to back?
Why were we there face to face?
I must be the light when you're in the dark
If you lose me somewhere, and your tears are in the air
I will ring a bell until you feel me by your side

Looking up into the sky, looking for the reason
Why I'm here, and why you can't be here
Who's to hate? Who's to blame?
Who's to hurt? Who's to love?
Who decides? Why we can't we be the same?

Try to believe walking down the lonesome road
Ain't so far, I ain't so far from you
Staying the way you are means solitude
I wish you were here and shook off my fear

Why were we there back to back?
Why were we there face to face?
I must be the light when you're in the dark
If I lose you somewhere, and I'm still hanging in there
I will ring a bell until you feel me by your side

What has been in the mix too long?
There's the peace when you`re at war
Heads or tails, You and I
Light and dark, Ups and downs
What has been in the mere goal? What's there to divide us?
If you're hurt, cry and say can't you see your might of the heart

Why were we there back to back?
Why were we there face to face?
I must be the light when you're in the dark
If you lose me somewhere, and your tears are in the air
I will ring a bell until you feel me by your side

2009-06-25T14:30:00.001+08:00

I know you are avoiding me,coward. I hate you now and there is no way for you to make me take those words back unless you kill yourself.The best solution is for you to forget that i ever existed and i have already started on that.Who are you?Your name,I've forgotten.How we became friends and what happened,what we did,I have forgotten.The only thing that remains,is my hatred for you and why i hated you.This will only remain a few more days,weeks at most.I shall not remember them until i have forgiven you,how?How you say?I dont know that either so dont ask me!

2009-06-22T21:01:00.002+08:00

Okay.I OFFICIALLY did the stupidest thing anyone could have done!I asked him to look at that post i wrote,and it was like some sorta indirect confession?I was like so afraid he would hate me so i told him its another person and i was not referring to him!But he doesnt care does he?When i said something like 'when you return,i wont be here,but so what?It doesnt matter does it?' he said something like 'I love talking to you,and i would try to talk to you as much as possible so dont say or think something like that'
Hah.Its all just a lie.A big fat lie,im telling you this.
Everyone lies to me,Why cant you guys just stop lying already?Would it kill you?So what if you're serious?I dont care,i wont even say 'as long as you wont be hurt,i am willing to be hurt for you' at you not any more,i treasured you so much,you didnt appreciate it and made fun of me when i said my heart was gonna burst any moment!So what the EFFING hell was WITH THAT?!You think its that fun?Hell yeah,i tell you its not fun,not fun at all,did you know?I spent the days waiting for you,praying that you are fine,did you know?You never bothered to care did you?NEVER!NOT ONCE!You never even bothered to ask me 'is something wrong?' when i was acting so differently,you never cared,you never bothered to find out and know that the 'Mature' person that you love talking to is not me..not me at all..i just did that so you wouldnt hate me..you wouldnt hate me..but you never cared!Never.

Im ending this,I will give you ONE LAST CHANCE.If you never bothered to check this blog or my attitude,this is over,we will never be the best of friends again,i will never ever open up my heart to you again.I have been hurt enough,not just you!That effing idiot,that moron too,that faking male too,everyone who hurt me,i said i wont open my heart anymore,but you guys always make me believe you,taking advantage of my naive nature?My soft heartedness?Hey,this is the last point,i had enough of this hurting.You think i dont feel pain?No,i do feel pain.I choose the people to love,the people to hate,the people to allow into my heart,but every single one of you never bothered to step deeper into my heart,afraid that i would kill you?Lets say,i trusted you.You never loved me,not even as a friend,you wont even say 'I missed you' no,you wont say that to me will you?You say that to everyone but me dont you?This naivete is gonna be ended soon..your feelings will be shown soon,your true nature too.

This world,is nothing more than a dark dark hell.

Watch your DIET!!

2009-06-20T19:53:00.002+08:00

Everyday only take in 1800 Calories(Female)/2000 Calories(Male) to maintain your current weight,if you wanna lose weight,take lesser calories!More calories will make you gain weight.To lose 1kg a week,you have to burn off 1000 Calories each day.

When you wake up Drink a BIG cup of warm water first because your body did not get any water over the night when you slept.

Breakfast
Do not take heavy meals!But light and healthy ones,DO NOT eat oily foods,meat & alternatives!This includes milk.The best is fruits with a cup of water!Bread is also fine.

Lunch & Dinner
Eat fruits first!Followed by soup,If any and then lastly,your meal.

*Note:If after your meal,you feel sleepy it means that your meal is not a healthy meal.(Particularly if you have not done anything much in the day!!!!!!)
*SPECIAL NOTE:Buns and breads for breakfast all the time is not good!As you know,buns have a sparkly outer skin right?In order for it to look so pretty,chicken fats are added!

Calories List of some foods;
----Names-----------------Calories---
Mcdonalds deluxe breakfast = 1140
Chicken Ceasar Salad = 990
Tuna Sandwich(Regular Size)= 1420
Double Beef & Bacon Burger = 1620
Pizza Hut's Pasta Chicken = 620 (Per 1/4 Serving)
Domino's Large Crust = 820 (Per 2 Pieces)
Fried Chicken Drumstick = 400 (Per piece)
French Fries = 440 (Small Size)
White Rice = 140 (One Small bowl)
Cheese Cake = 320 (One Piece)
Chocolate Sundae = 320 (One Cup)
Milk Shake = 2310(Per 900ML)
Orange/Apple Juice = 110
Starbuck's Cafe Latte = 220
Chicken Breast(Boiled,100g)= 140
Oil = 140 (Per tsp)
Salmon(100G) = 200
Celery(Boiled 100g) = 20
Kale = 20
Chinese White Cabbage = 10
Apple = 60
Mango = 140
Sugar = 16 (Per 1/3 tsp)
Rock Melon = 80 (Per piece)
Chicken Egg YOLK = 270 (Per yolk)
Duck Egg YOLK = 620 (Per yolk)

*When eating,try to boiled/steam/braise your food instead of deep frying.When eating chicken,remove the skin.
In your salad,you can try putting Italian Vinegar instead of your mayo or thousand island sauces.

EXERCISE and the amount of CALORIES they BURN OFF
Name Calories
Cycling = -200/hr
Dance = -230/hr
Jogging = -350/hr
Yoga = -200/hr
Swimming = -300/hr
Tai Chi = -200/hr

*Think before you take a can of soft drink because you have to jog for 1hr to burn of all the calories you taken in from that can!Sleeping burns of more calories so those who sleep well tend to be healthier and slimier than the rest!

*When you eat,Remember to eat slowly take at least 20 minutes as that is the minimum amount of time before your stomach will send a signal to your brain to say that you are full!

Did you know?That those who are overweight not just have a risk of being obese?But also a risk of getting cancers?Because their immune system will become weaker and they are more prone to being sick!

2009-06-18T22:14:00.002+08:00

There is only one thing i wanted to shout at you;I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU ALOT!I TOTALLY LOVE YOU!!;And to repeat this;I LOVE YOU!!I LOVE YOU!!I LOVE YOU!!I LOVE YOU!!I LOVE YOU!!
Everyday..but i cant..not anymore..for you have forsaken me,for you will never return to that position you once held dear for you no longer have the same feelings i had for you!I so very much wanted to treasure you..but i could never hold you closer than to where i could touch you,i merely wished for our souls to touch,but yet it would never come true..it will never ever come true,for you have never taken me as more than just a lovely,kind young lady whom you loved,for that fleeting moment only..All that remains of me,is similar to that of a kitten abandoned in the cold,white snow;

bad bad girl today..

2009-06-17T17:48:00.003+08:00

Shit!Why am i always like this?!I always lose the precious friends that i want to keep by my side!I just cant keep them by my side!I tried and tried!I just cant change the way i act towards them..even though i so very much wanted to be kind,loving and caring..just because of my looks..being teased i had enough of THAT!I tried and tried but i have to let my stress out some times dont i?IM A FREAKING HUMAN TOO!STOP TREATING ME LIKE AN ANGEL!EVEN ANGELS GET STRESS!PLEASE JUST UNDERSTAND THIS F*CKED UP SIMPLE LOGIC!WHY CANT YOU?!
Even though i treated you all as part of my life as part of my fragments..you all just simply kick me out of your lives..I tried to talk to you but you all always just..leave me behind..fine!I cant go out with you all that much!But have you ever THOUGHT;THAT I GO OUT USING MY MONEY?!NOT GETTING FROM MY PARENTS?!YOU GUYS GO BOWLING OR WATCH MOVIE BUT I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO GO!THAT DOESNT MEAN WE CANT ARRANGE SOME OTHER ACTIVITY!

I really really loved you guys..you guys just wont help me out in changing..will you help?I asked but no one took me seriously..I WAS SERIOUS DAMN IT!I WAS SERIOUS! T~T
IF I SAID THIS TO YOUR FACE I WOULD BE CRYING YOU KNOW THAT?!

no one cares..its been like this since forever..even though i tried to keep being nice to you all but you guys just treat me as a boring person..does anyone even care to ask 'Are you alright?' when i seemed so fragile..when i did not feel well..IT WAS ALWAYS ME!ME!ASKING THIS!Why cant you all just change and ask me FOR ONCE?!
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!I HATE THIS ALOT!

i just wanted someone to know that i clearly existed..i even treated everyone equally..but the rest of you just wont treat me the same as you treat your best friends..let me tell you this;BEST FRIENDS WILL BETRAY YOU TOO!

I dont care if you guys read this FREAKING POST AND GET ANGRY!Because I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS!I GO TO YOUR BLOGS,READ YOUR POSTS ABOUT FIGHTS OR SUCH..AND I BE NICE TO YOU!YOU ARE ALLOWED TO USE '!' WHY CANT I?!I AM EQUALLY STRESSED AS YOU!YOU KNOW MY BURDENS?MY STRESS?NOOOOOO!BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT ME..

i just really wanted that warmth that someone cared and would never leave me out of conversations..did you ever felt that?

Maybe i should just change once and for all..maybe i should just be back to who i was..the stubborn,bold and child-like girl i was..but its too painful..IT WAS TOO PAINFUL!

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Fine..i wont change but i am still changing dont expect me to do anything you wont like because i will at certain times,even if i know that you hate it,because even if i try not to i will still make mistakes and do such things,im not a perfection!I am just a normal HUMAN!

-Fine;i apologise if my post has pointed to anyone indirectly but that doesnt mean you can get angry at me because i did not mention any specific names and this post is just for me to spit all the truths and stress i had been pushing down in my heart!-

STRESS RELIEVING

2009-06-16T17:04:00.002+08:00

so time for relieving STRESS!!!Whhhhhaaaaattttttt issss goiiinnnggggg onnnn heeerrrreeee?!

There is only one thing i feel
Loneliness
I hate being alone in the dark
It makes me feel like im abandoned
Dont leave me please for i am already forsaken
All i wanted was for you to love me,hug me but yet everyone betrayed me
They threw me into the dark abyss of hell
I shouted and prayed for help yet..no one came

I couldnt even see the stars,i couldnt even tell if it is day or night..
Do you know this feeling?
I only wished to leave this dark dark lonely hell..
And one day..to see him again,is it so difficult?
No..yet no one comes for me..
Waiting..always waiting until that one faithful day..
I'll always be waiting..crying,fading away..my existence will come to be treasured won't it?

2009-06-15T20:21:00.002+08:00

Hey all of you!This is really really important so read it..

What is the definition of ;
1.Cool
2.Boring
3.Ugly
4.Pretty
5.Handsome
6.Cute
7.Stupid
8.Love
9.Hate

There are lots more too..but let me tell you this..
There is none!
Everyone is all of the 9 above yet they still label other people with that..Do you know the true definition?No one does!So dont use them so randomly..Do you know,if you use them so randomly..you can never take the hurt you inflicted on the one who received this words?I know more than you do..for i have received hurts from those words..
"I hate you"
"You're so stupid"
"I wish i never met you"
Why do you think accidents or betrayal happens?If that person is hurt enough..he will just do something thats out of his control..Murder..Betrayal..And that?That happens because of what he had felt before..but he is also in the wrong too..but if we treated him a little bit better he would never have done this things..I repeat..Words said will never be taken back,Hurts inflicted will never be taken back..Wounds on the skin heals..but not those that scarred the hearts,our hearts are the core of who we are,who we were and who we will be!So treat everything with care..with love..treat them softly..no matter what!

2009-06-14T21:35:00.002+08:00

How..i'm caught in a big mess i guess..?Maybe its none of my business but they're both my precious dear friends..
Girl A seems to have misunderstood Girl B,i hope that Girl A was not making an Assumption..because words said are never to be taken back..I love them both so much it hurts me to see them quarreling..i pray that they will patch things up and i hope Girl A and Girl B realise their mistakes and try to change it if they know it..

AND NO im not trying to be a good girl or acting mature..

IMPORTANT 2009 [1]

2009-06-13T21:16:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!As some of you might have already found out...IM BANNEEEEEDDD!!(NOOOOOO.....-Crys-)
I promise,i'll miss you guys alot!
And oh,READ THIS! :
If you pass by any bookstores and you happen to spot a book called ERAGON by PAOLINI CHRISTOPHER,please sms me or call me!I would appreciate it if you manage to contact me before you leave that store and i'll ask you to get it for me if i still DO need it!
Find out my contact no from Wee Kee,Mervin,Azura,Ferlyn,QiuHeng(Shud have),Sinyi Or Firdaus!
Thanks!
Love you guys so TOTALLY!

Nevermind!The Issue is settled so thanks if you guys have been looking out for me!

2009-05-20T22:14:00.002+08:00

Summary of my past few days -.-
Monday
MY BIRTHDAYYYY!!!!Emm,Started with claudia saying "Happy birthday" then to the next and next person all the way until Mdm SULIKA FOUND OUTTTT!Omqoshh!At night went to sakura,the cheese cake was simply HEAVENLY!But not as good as the one i tasted first.The food there was average.SLEPT AT 12AM!!!
Tuesday
Got my papers back..disappointing!!Didnt even get a A1!Damn

SLEPT AT 11PM!!!
Wednesday(Today)Went to school,got my papers and blah blah blah

Fell asleep during Assembly and Science Class LOLS

Started a NEW story during Geography,English and Mother Tongue Classes Bryan said he's gonna bring his prepaid cards for the games and such and i can take some Hmm..during assembly,they told us something about a special package for students only!It was $99.00 for students,but usually it would cost like...$939.90!!!OMGGG!Went to Malaysia,bought some stuffs and so on..had a haircut!The guy who cut my hair was like so totally CUTE?!Haha,umm,so basically i trimmed it short and such!Haha..Coming back home,i fell asleep again...Sleepy this few days

2009-05-17T14:25:00.000+08:00

Finally!Tomorrow is my BIRTHDAY!!!!Yeah!I wonder...what im gonna get :P hope there's lesser homework,thn aft sch,band -.- i think i will be leaving early + i have to tell SIR!
Then aft that,my parents bring us to Sakura thr celebrate :D

2009-05-15T09:51:00.000+08:00

Finally!Myy exams are over~Todae was the last paper~~Maths paper 2!!!I hated question 9!its so damn confusing and i dont even know how tuu do it!Lols..so i wrote like;
540(angle sum of triangle)-270-20 = 250
so thats like my ans...aft tht we went down to the canteen and went home lerhs..but i bought 2 PUDDING-CHAN!!!!!!!Wahhhh!!1 is ferr myy bro,todae his birthday...3days tuu myy birthdae~~Thn jasmin gave me a early-birthdae-present...It was like so CUTE!Damnit!I love ittttt~Its a lil turtle...Then so,now im going off to help with my parents with their website -.-

Yumi[3daysmoretomybirthday...]

2009-05-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

lols,suhh ii am buaiickkx lols~I am back frm helpinqq 0ut at myy mum's sh00000pp~ii alm0st went crazehhh!!!Its T00 QUIET!!But if its t00 n0isy,ii cant stand it either l0ls~and yea,tishh ishh my new wayy erff typinqq!hahas,m0re lykke its myy 0ld way...ii used tuu type lykke this..but ferr sum reas0ns,ii st0pped then n0w im adaptinqq it aqainn l0ls~s0 yearhs,tish is all f0r t0day and n0w!haha 6 days left t0 my birthday -muakkkks tuu huu ever tht will gif mehh presentz-

2009-05-12T13:15:00.000+08:00

Hiie!So ii apologize ferr nrt updating on myy bloqq~Lols..now its examinations so hey?Thr's nth tuu talk abt!uue cant blame mehh!Lols,so yeah,todae was history exam..tmr maths paper 1!!!Then science and blah blah!!So..i was like WUTDFK?!Th'y asked "Name 2 indian monuments found in SEA" i was like...SOUTHEAST ASIA?!!I dunn0e?!ohh myy...i was g0inqq suuuuuuhhhh crazeh!Then i thought 'AH!lets put borobodur and some random temple or building name~" lols so i did tht~cuuuul ryte?haha..so thats all for now~Mann!Im so in lurvv with syaoran,sakura,fye,kurogane and all the characters that CLAMP created!Th'y are sooooo cute and cuull~

Haha,so thts all ferr t0dae~

2009-05-09T12:06:00.001+08:00

haha,yst i didnt sleep until today morning 12.30 am!lols..my parents came back from thailand~~Then,i helped with unpacking somethings..but when i was waiting i watched animes on the TV :P There were 2 animes "Monster" and "Samurai deeper Kyo"
Samurai deeper kyo i already completed this series,so imma go blog about it in my anime blog!
Then,ltr im gonna go make some cookies~give my mum tmr!Because its Mother's Day TMR!!!Hahah!So thats all!

2009-04-29T16:29:00.000+08:00

Todae was interesting!We had our lessons as usual..blah blah then after our supplementary,i walked with sinyi until near the place we need to separate lorhhs,the firdaus keep shouting"Hi limin!Hi Sinyi!" i shouted to ask him to shuddap he dont listen then i angry i walk over and i saw 3 little baby kittens!My my,they are damnnnn cute!I'll tell yaa!They are CUTE!Then i was playing with the kittens until firdaus's other friends turned up,but i still played with it then one of his friends recognized mehh!Lols,i dont rmb his name but we were in the same class when i was in primary school!Then,firdaus and syafiq say want the kittens learn to walk so bring the kittens to the void deck the floor there,then syafiq sot sot one..go put one of the kitten in the middle of the road,then i was shouting to ask him to bring it back!Then he brought it back lorhhs,then the kittens learned to walk,then i went home without saying bye..lols so when i got home i smsed firdaus say sorry!Then when i was coming home,saw zane,bryan and cleon playing hopscotch so i watched for a while and i left again..when i was at my block,hannah,syafiqah,emily,claudia,jingwen and Qiuheng all playing at the exercise place..then i said hi and bye then i almost KNOCKED into a something -.- so i was like trying to throw the thing away by trying to pull it up and throw it but my attempt FAILED utterly -.-

Hahas,so thats all for today!And to let you know,i've a new blog just for my ANIMES!

2009-04-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

For the first time...i am wondering..why am i blogging?No one reads..no one cares!For once..i thought..am i really living?Am i really..alive..?No one accepts me for who i am..all they want to accept about me is.."The innocent,helpful,respectful,responsible,cheerful and kind angel.." but they never wanted to accept "The irritating,noisy and not so kind devil.."They only accept part of me..which is what they wanted to see from me..but did they ever thought..that i have another side?All this secrets...all this pressure on me..I am dying from it!But no one cares..even if they know..no one gives a damn about anyone but themselves!
As there is a quotation;Every man wants to change the world,but no one thought about changing himself.
That is totally true..they want the change,the respect and everything from people around them..but they never showed it to anyone around them..i was kind to everyone..i was respectful!But..not that many people returned me that favour!I..am so sad//Why..?I TRIED MY BEST!But they wouldnt take notice!All they care about are Yandao and ChioBu..In the first place..why am i BLOGGING?!WHEN NO ONE CARES ABOUT READING IT?!I dont know anymore...

2009-04-21T19:31:00.000+08:00

Askedd by Sharifah to do this quiz..?

write the names of 21 friend you can think of the top of your heand and then answer the questions.after doing this,tag your 21 friends to do the same(try doing it please!)

1.1.Sinyi

2.Qiuheng

3.Jingwen

4.Stephanie

5.Mervin

6.Alvina

7.Ariel

8.Charmaine

9.Sharon

10.HuiMin

11.Hannah

12.Joey

13.Pohyen

14.Claudia

15.Jerick

16.Minhui

17.Minxuan

18.Sharifah

19.Syafiqah

20.Kelly

21.Leqi

1.How did you meet 7?(Ariel)Primary school!Through stephanie..

2.What would you do if you and 15 never met?(Jerick)Life would probably be the same or maybe even better :)

3.What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?(Leqi and Sinyi)OMG!I'll so kill them,be its their choice and i don't think they know each other!

4.Have you ever seen 17 cry?(Minxuan)Hmm..I don't think so..

5.Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?(Stephanie and Minhui)NO!They are so TOTALLY not LESBIANS!

6.Do you think 11 is attractive?(Hannah)Yeah!Her eyes sparkle when she looks at someone :D

7.What is 2 favourite colour?(QiuHeng)Not so sure..

8.When was the last time you talked to 9?(Sharon)I think last year?

9.Whate language does 8 speak?(Charmaine)English and Chinese duhhs!

10.Who is 13 going out with?(Pohyen)I dunno..but she probably likes someone >.>

11.What grade is 16 in?(MinHui)Secondary 1 =]

12.Would you ever date 17?(Minxuan)Hmm..i dont think so..and she's a bestie!

13.Where does 18 live?(Sharifah)1 floor below me lols..

14.Whats the best thing about 4?(Stephanie)She's funny?And maybe a little cute ^^

15.What would you like to tell 10 right now?(Claudia)That she is VERY cute!And i love her!

16.Whats the best thing about 20?(Kelly)She's pretty and tall

17.Have you ever kissed 2?(Qiu Heng)No.Simple Answer.

18.Whats the best memory you have of 5?(Mervin)When he's funny!

19.When is the next time you gonna see 4?(Stephanie)This saturday at the library..

20.How is 7 different from 6?(Ariel and Alvina)Alvina is CHIO BU!Ariel..average..

21.Is 2 pretty?(Qiuheng)Yeah,she's pretty..

22.Whats your first impression of 15?(Jerick)Gay-ish boy?

23.How did you meet 3?(Jingwen)Secondary school.

24.Is 15 your best friend?(Jerick)NO WAY!!

25.Do you hate 12?(Joey)No way!I love her!

26.Have you seen 18 in the last month?(Sharifah)I see her in school EVERYDAY!lols.

27.When was the last time you saw 16?(MinHui)I think 1week ago?

28.somebody erased this question...

29.When's the next time you see 10?(Claudia)Tomorrow..

30.Are you close to 11?(Hannah)Not really..

31.Have you been to movies with 4?(Stephanie)No.

32.Have you gotten into trouble with 8?(Charmaine)No!We very guai one!

33.Would you give 19 a hug?(Syafiqah)Don't think so.

34.When have you lied to 3?(Jingwen)Never.

35.Is 11 good at socialising?(Hannah)I think so.

36.Do you know a secret about 8?(Charmaine)No.she doesnt tell me T_T

37.Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.(Joey and Sharifah)They're unacquainted

38.What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?(Sharon)I dont know.SHe's cute?

39.What's the worse thing about 6?(Alvina)She ignores me sometimes..

40.Have you ever had a crush on 12?(Joey)Eww!No way!I aint lesbo!

41.How long have you known 2?(Qiu Heng)Since this year..

42.Does 11 have a bf/gf?(Hannah)I dont know..

43.Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?(sinyi)Maybe?But i dont think so..

44.has 21 met your mother?(Leqi)No.

45.How did you meet 11?(Hannah)Secondary school.

46.Do you live close to 7?(Ariel)Same area.

47.What is 8's favourite food?(Charmaine)I don't know..but probably sweet stuffs..

48.What kind of car does 1 have?(Sinyi)Ain't have one.

49.have you travelled anywhere with 9?(Sharon)No.

50.If you gave 14 $100,what will they spend it on?(Claudia)No idea..maybe she'll save up maybe she'll buy some stuffs..

Yeah!Finally done!

2009-04-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

Todae..alot of things happened in school..art was BORINGGG as usual,Literature WE HAD DRAMA!!Our group is the second last group to act and i think my voice should be loud enough..Then at night,I helped cook the vegetables!And then,we had our dinner..but then..haiizz dunn feel lykke mentioning it..Then today,steph and benson together worhhs,because i sms benson's hp stephanie read it!!Haha,they dating :) lets pray that they will be HAPPILY EVER AFTER!hehe..So cute rite?Awwwws..and then benson found 6 kotani kinya's songs!Yay!But i hope they arent what i have..>.> kotani kinya is so awesome!He has a VERY VERY nice and unique voice!He is so talented and he is so cute too..except when he was singing BLAZE..

2009-04-19T16:34:00.000+08:00

Todae..actually i had FD meeting,then school have fund raising so i go,but then,when i woke up in tehh m0rninqq,myy kakak have fever!!39.2 degrees!That is like soooo high!Then so i didnt go out at all,stay hm take care of her,wash the dishes,heat up the chicken we had last night and bring her go see doctor..then when we got home,she took med and so on...then i read my book lorhhs!But when i was putting out tehh laundry,so scary!The poles soo heavy!I almost dropped out of the window!But im still safffeeee!Because i can do larhhs..but then i feel so bored..never go out...But whateverr!Lols..so thats all 4 todae!

2009-04-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

Just now when i came home before going to library,i bathed again..then when i finished combing my hair,stephhyy came!And she stopped by awhile lorhhs,then we both hungry marhhs,thn we ate nooooooodlees at myy hse!Haha,Thn,we went to causeway taking 969~

Then we went to tehh library,met Benson!He not as bad as steph said larhhs,cause i've seen worse than him!Then hor,the people thr keep saying we too loud!They crazy arhs?I was like whispering alrdyy..ZzZzZzZzZz...Watevaa!

Lols,then after we left the library,we bought Milk Tea!Steph got Lychee Milktea,Me and Benson got Honeydew Ice-Blended!Benson drink so fast lorhhs!Then when i put the Drink on his arm,very cold derhhs!He nvr shout lehh!Then when i hit his back he also nvrr shout!I was like 'IS HE IMMUNE?!Does he NOT Feel PAIN?!

"Then i told steph something (Haha dont tell uue~)Steph then go poke him at his side,near his waist~Then he JUMPED up LOLS!Then we were chasing him and poking him!Then aft that,we went through a toyy shopp!Then we were hugging lots of toyys!Haha,Aft that,i asked when benson's bdae ishh,he said its on 040193 that was like OMG!His bdae ishh tehh same as DONG DONG CHENG!Then watevaa larhhs,Then i asked if he knew steph's bdae,he say only know month,Then i say my bdae on 1805 orhhs!Gimme Present!Then he was like "NOOOO!I nvr cover my ears!SHITT!"Then i said "Wah lao,you hate me that much arhhs?"

Then steph say "Its more like,if he knows,he might get you a present.."
It appears that he remembers his Ex-Crush's Bday worhhs!I think it is..200693?

Then blahh blahh blahh...

Then steph had to reach 888 by 5.30pm..so we went hm..Then benson help me lorhhs!Cause i dunno how to take a bus T_T
He follow me until reach the MRT near myy hse!Then we went the same way until my block,then he walk the right side,i walked the left..Then when i cannot see him lerhh hor, i smsed "Thanks!And Buh Bai :)" Then when i reached home he smsed "U welcome ") C u next week :)" lols!He's so funneh!Okayy..then aft that i ate my dinner at hm and went to woodlands mart to help out lorhhs..so thats all for today!

2009-04-18T10:24:00.000+08:00

wahh sehh,later im gonna go help out at mum's shop..she not feelinqq well..then after that at 1pm i come home bathe lorhhs,then go to stephhy's hse and we go library together..she gonna tutor that benson guy worhhs..so pro ryte?I've nvr tutored someone..i wonder how its like..i cant really,well..i dont know how to explain the concepts but i know what the words means..so..thats why.. >.>
And then stephhy is myy sister lerhs!AND FINALLY MY COMPUTER'S INTERNET CONNECTION FIXXXEEDDD!XD
Then when i online,i talked to audrey!She say her school no exams lehh,But only for sec ones larhhs..!Sec 2 on wards have exams..OMG!!!Nuuuu!But she good lorhhs,we all have exams starting from sec 1 nehhx..The so called exams are based on her daily work!I was like,OMG!?!Seriously?I guess thats good?Since her daily work can be so good...mann i miss herr too..sobbs..Haha..nvm lerhhs,i go take my breakfast then go help out lerhhs..When im back i will give a more detailed post about my day!

2009-04-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

I jus came back fr0m meetinqq myy darlinqq sister!Who is stephhyyy!I mean,she's getting cuter!She's one of my favorites for sure!Then,when we were talkinqq halfway~S0me0ne called BENSON Called her l0rhhs,then when she finished talking i said "WHY NEVER LET ME SAY HI?!!" because i was g0ing th0usand hyper just n0w lols..Eccentric?Yeah sure.But then ltr she called him again then she said "Ya?You called me?And btw,my friend wanna talk to you" then i was like OMG!RUNNN!Then i ran.then she say" Dont Run lahh!"Then i stopped lorhhs,ke lian her,then i took the phone and said "Erhhh,Hi?" then i gave it back lols..then later on,some girl named Sonnah or watever?Called and said "benson likes you lehh" Then stephanie was like "WTF?!WHY!?"Then so on..then i asked "Ehhs,Benson?You like Stephanie arhhs?Not i say one hor,is your friends lorhhs"Then he said "NO LARH!They lying nia!" Then so on so forth..Won't tell anymore ^^ Its in my memories no way you gonna know..only me and steph will knowww!

2009-04-17T17:44:00.000+08:00

Guess what?Today i'm meeting up with Stephhieee!
And then i was smsinq Xuan xuan then we started talking and talking all tehh wayy!Man,I LOVES HER!!SHE ROCKKSS!WOOO!
Lols,but today hor,should be the first hockey lesson,then they said postphone,but i didnt know so i went to school at 1.30pm and waited until 3.30pm and then i saw Qiu Yi(I think this is her spelling?) then i asked her,she said the announcement have say but i didnt hear it coz the stupid mt class so NOISY!!I mean,WTF is wrong with those jokers?Why cant they stop talking when a announcement is being said?Make me WASTE TIMEEE!Precious time that could be used to study or playy!Nuuu!That was lykke 2hrs gone...damnit!
Then hor,i miss minxuan so much!(Oh myy,i think im goinq lesbo,LOLS JOKING!DONT TAKE ME SERIOUSLYYY)But i seriously love HER!She's the best friend anyone could ask for,i'm so glad we were friends,i mean,yeah sure we fought,but she would usually be there for me..unlike some people..
I wonder why..if some people hate me,just go away!Don't come near me,because if you hate me,dont trust me.Thank you!And ohh,tehh dae b4 yst 2 more people entrusted me with their secrets!They said they trust me~
And i swear,the two of you,if you are viewing this,this is my promise to you,i will not reveal your secrets..if you do reveal my secret,i still won't tell,but if you do that revealing of secrets too much,i might reveal YOUR SECRETS!lols,i might be good and so called have patience,but i wont tolerate certain stuffs lols,
So thats all!
Lurvvs euu!

2009-04-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

Todae hor,we hadd tehh Napfa 2.4KM runn!!Nuuuuuuu!We ran with tehh sec 2 girlls~Myy bandd senior alsohh thrr lehh!Then we run 2getha lohhs,but when i see her behind me,i DASHHH to the front ;) so bad rytte?Yarhhs lohhs,but then i so lousehhh T_T i was the 193rd girll sehh!Can believe mahh?Then hannah,emily,jingwen they all so fastt!Wahh lao!Whyy so fasttt!!!Nuuu!I'm so damnedd jealous of themm lohhs....so sadd,who ask me no stamina T_T then in the bus there i sat with CAMILIAAAAAA :D lols,i know what some of you thinking :) i'm eccentric?No way!I'm nottt~Ahh.btw,i dunno if i should pin up my hair or not lohhs...because so stupid,why CANNOT USE BUTTERFLY CLIPPPP?!That one is the most convenient one lohhs..stupid stupid stupid!But what ever,and then,we had home economics before the napfa run.which means,we didnt eat :(
But then ,we made potato with fillings(Mayo,Cheddar Cheese,Tomato,Spring Onion) then it was so nice!I ate it with my brother when i reached hm~~

So Buhh baii~<33>

2009-04-10T18:03:00.000+08:00

Wah lao wei,just now i was watching anime halfway,and then someone called lah!He asked if anyone called him so i said maybe my mum or dad.Then he ask where am i,so i was like thinking "Why the fuck should i tell you?I don't even know you!Maybe you're a freaking conner!"Then i didnt answer,after like 1 min i put the phone at my ear again i heard "HELLO?!HELLO?!"Then i went to ask my mum los,she say maybe is people looking for part time or something of that sort lohs!Then when i listened again he hanged up on me lerhs,he think he what?Call people ask things also so disrespectful wah lao wei!CB larh you!Go to hell!You think you so great is it?You think people respect you if you don't respect them arh?Want fight?
Pshh,don't post anymore about that worthless dude,idiotic -.-

Stupid people like those exists..no respect for people!
そのような愚かな連中が存在..人に対する敬意..

2009-04-04T17:39:00.001+08:00

(Sorry if im using my OLD way of typing..apparently was talking to a friend and ended up typing like this..)T0dae..I read QH's bl0q..then ii saw her p0st..shh menti0nedd smthq abt Sinyi..s0 ii went t0 read her bl0q..wah sehh..her bl0qq s00 em0-ish..i h0pe n0thinq's wr0ng with her..Btw~I went t0 mervin's bl0qq t00!His typinqq s00 damnn cutee sehh!ii mean its lykke,he types lykke a childd~Haha btw ii haff nthq m0re tuu sae..s0 its..SAY0NARA!!

それを瓶しないでください!無料でいこう!
Do not Bottle it up!Let it FREE!

Haha..ii guess..?ii will be puttinqq japanese wordds when ii feel lykke it!

And ii st0le this picture frm claudia's bl0g!LOLS

(From left bottom to left top to next)Its Qiuheng,Claudia,Emily,Ms Thang and JingWen!!
Aren't they beautiful?All chio bu!Haha

2009-03-31T19:31:00.001+08:00

Haha!yst we had E-learning so we didnt go to sch!It was so borinq at hme..but then it was still fun!I experienced learning through teh internet for teh first time!!Haha..todae,go bck tuu schh..then..we had ICT(Computer stuff) we learned to use the Microsoft Excel?Lols..we did a project in teh end..i did it with XingYi(She's teh gal beside me in teh comp labb!)
Then thats all that happened..but a sad thing happened to the gals gang..(Only 3 people and im not included,Duhhs!)They are chio bu too!

haha so thats all for todae!

2009-03-26T21:10:00.001+08:00

'I'll love them' eh?I wonder...
but this is what that happened today..
Today we had a test..wah seh!So easy lorh!Luckily dont have the Summary questions or i will die for sure..i suck at summary questions..hehe but whatever!
Then we had napfa test too..some things happened and i ended up hurting my hand..lols~But nevermind..nevermind!This will make my hand stronger too!(but i hope it doesnt hurt when i hit people..=] heheh)

So thats a short 'summary' about what happened today!

2009-03-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ekksss!!I fell down yst T_T hurt mahh knee...Then today last day of this term..so sadd i got 6 distinction out of 9 subjects -.- and JingWen so proo!She got all distinctions!!
Then the day before yst,Steph came to mahh hse!Hahaha she was engrossed with the clothes displayed in mahh house~Then when i showed her one of my clothing she went "Wahhh!This veryy cute seh!You can wear meh?"
Then i was like "Pshh,Of cause larh!You think i fat izzit?Please larh -.-"(No harms stephhy!)
I didnt say it at her face thou..(hahah hopefully she doesnt read tiss~)
But none teh less,my wound is drying up and healing..When my auntie was disinfecting the wound,i went "AHHH!!!" then i started laughing like crazehh..weird?Eccentric?Yeah i know it,usually ppl whud be shouting,but i was laughing -.- hahahah

So thats all!And edifiler,Minhui,joey and all my bestiies <33
Edifiler Jiayou!Gogo!Persue your loveeee!<33 hahaha

2009-03-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

Today..all of a sudden..i felt this..
"Life is full of friends..but only a few will be your very true friends.."
How true can it be...I started regretting not cherishing my time with my primary school friends..they were so dear..so precious to me..no one..no one..in my secondary school really is my true friend yet...
I miss them..
-Joey
-Minxuan
-Stephanie
-Ariel
-Min hui
-Syuhaidah
-Alicia
-Darren Chea Jing Wei

Some of them might be in the same school as me..but we..have been separated..will our friendship stay true?I hope..

*Haha sorry for teh emo talkz..I went emoz all of teh suddenhhx!

2009-02-27T14:51:00.000+08:00

Today nth much happened..except that when i woke up this morning,my shoulders hurt alot!Now its still hurting abit..i think its because that i keep typing words on computer and reading book and my hand's position rarely changes~

So today..
We had PE first..
I finally passed my standing broad jump -.-

Then,We had literature(dunno)
I did the pirate police charge sheet!Hehe the Kerbau hitam had big head and small body!!
Teacher also scolded alot of ppl,because the whole class for 3 items each ppl need to pass up,25 items were nt passed up..so she took the class diary and wrote it down -.-

During lunch break,we did not go for our break because we needed to do some things..
Our homeroom teacher bought for us a polo cake and a packet of cracker each~~

English...
Our teacher is still in uni~And she's like an angel!She dresses like an angel but isnt like that actually..
Nthh much happened in English class..

Mother tongue~
We passed up our writing assessment and we did some writing in class..
Then the last half of the lesson we played a game!Who ever loses must go to the front and tell part of the chapter we learnt~~And i was one of those who lost T_T

Thats the whole day's summary in sch..

2009-02-25T16:12:00.000+08:00

Today..Our english teacher gaf us so much hmwk!2 exercises to be completed by tmr!And its COMPREHENSiON!!Plus..For literature(dunno hw to spell) we haf a project to be completed by this friday..i hope i can do well for both T_T....

Well..thats all for today!updating again tmr~If u've been here please taggiiezz

Nth much...

2009-02-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

Today..nth much happened..its just school,lunch,home..well u know...those routines~
But imma tell u sumthing~My CCA ish band!Now we're having teh BMP(Basic Music Programme)
Then yst when we all did recitals(one by one),Teh teacher said im quite talented in teh lower brass section ^^ yay!
Well..its because,when i was in primary school..i was also in band..but quit during my Primary 5 yr..too stressing T_T

But i totally 4g0rt hw tuu read teh music notes..luckily teh songs we were learning..there was this mozart melody(Twinkle,twinkle,little star)
I've tried to blow it in primary school with my trombone..then,i like rmb the song~
So i used that song for my recital!!

ISWAK~TKA

2009-02-23T21:19:00.000+08:00

ISWAK is the best drama i've ever seen~Its soo funneh!!ISWAK is It Started With A Kiss
Main characters are:
Jiang Zhi Shu
Jiang ah li(Ah Li)
Jiang-mummy
Jiang Yu Shu
Jin Yuan Feng(Ah Jin)
Yuan Xiang Qin
Yuan You Cai(Ah cai)
Liu Rong
Chun Mei
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/It_Started_with_a_Kiss_(TV_series)

TKA is the second season of ISWAK~Its also veryy funneh...today i watching episode 12 pt 5 then it crashed on me -.-
Tka is They Kiss Again

Main Characters:
Jiang Zhi Shu
Jiang ah li(Ah Li)
Jiang-Mummy
Jiang Yu Shu

Yuan Xiang Qin
Yuan You Cai (Ah Cai)
Jin Yuan Feng(Ah Jin)
Christine(ke li shi ding)

Joe Cheng as Jiang Zhi Shu
Ariel Lin as Yuan Xiang Qin
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/They_Kiss_Again

Hihii~

2009-02-22T16:23:00.000+08:00

So erh..hii?Welcome to my blog~nth personal with anyone!Feel free to browse around~~taggiie when i get my taggiie boxxy~Thankiie