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Yumi Hanasaki
[♥]{`Yumi`}[♥]
Age: [Hoping] 14
Birthday: May 18

If you don't like me..Just LEAVE. But if you like me,leave me a TAG!

Alrighttos, Currently in..

Woodlands Ring Secondary :)

Okay.I OFFICIALLY did the stupidest thing anyone could have done!I asked him to look at that post i wrote,and it was like some sorta indirect confession?I was like so afraid he would hate me so i told him its another person and i was not referring to him!But he doesnt care does he?When i said something like 'when you return,i wont be here,but so what?It doesnt matter does it?' he said something like 'I love talking to you,and i would try to talk to you as much as possible so dont say or think something like that'
Hah.Its all just a lie.A big fat lie,im telling you this.
Everyone lies to me,Why cant you guys just stop lying already?Would it kill you?So what if you're serious?I dont care,i wont even say 'as long as you wont be hurt,i am willing to be hurt for you' at you not any more,i treasured you so much,you didnt appreciate it and made fun of me when i said my heart was gonna burst any moment!So what the EFFING hell was WITH THAT?!You think its that fun?Hell yeah,i tell you its not fun,not fun at all,did you know?I spent the days waiting for you,praying that you are fine,did you know?You never bothered to care did you?NEVER!NOT ONCE!You never even bothered to ask me 'is something wrong?' when i was acting so differently,you never cared,you never bothered to find out and know that the 'Mature' person that you love talking to is not me..not me at all..i just did that so you wouldnt hate me..you wouldnt hate me..but you never cared!Never.

Im ending this,I will give you ONE LAST CHANCE.If you never bothered to check this blog or my attitude,this is over,we will never be the best of friends again,i will never ever open up my heart to you again.I have been hurt enough,not just you!That effing idiot,that moron too,that faking male too,everyone who hurt me,i said i wont open my heart anymore,but you guys always make me believe you,taking advantage of my naive nature?My soft heartedness?Hey,this is the last point,i had enough of this hurting.You think i dont feel pain?No,i do feel pain.I choose the people to love,the people to hate,the people to allow into my heart,but every single one of you never bothered to step deeper into my heart,afraid that i would kill you?Lets say,i trusted you.You never loved me,not even as a friend,you wont even say 'I missed you' no,you wont say that to me will you?You say that to everyone but me dont you?This naivete is gonna be ended soon..your feelings will be shown soon,your true nature too.

This world,is nothing more than a dark dark hell.

On Monday, June 22, 2009 at 9:01 PM

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Everything I ask for

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Wisher Yumi Hanasaki [♥]{`Yumi`}[♥] Age: [Hoping] 14 Birthday: May 18 If you don't like me..Just LEAVE. But if you like me,leave me a TAG! Alrighttos, Currently in.. Woodlands Ring Secondary :)	Okay.I OFFICIALLY did the stupidest thing anyone could have done!I asked him to look at that post i wrote,and it was like some sorta indirect confession?I was like so afraid he would hate me so i told him its another person and i was not referring to him!But he doesnt care does he?When i said something like 'when you return,i wont be here,but so what?It doesnt matter does it?' he said something like 'I love talking to you,and i would try to talk to you as much as possible so dont say or think something like that' Hah.Its all just a lie.A big fat lie,im telling you this. Everyone lies to me,Why cant you guys just stop lying already?Would it kill you?So what if you're serious?I dont care,i wont even say 'as long as you wont be hurt,i am willing to be hurt for you' at you not any more,i treasured you so much,you didnt appreciate it and made fun of me when i said my heart was gonna burst any moment!So what the EFFING hell was WITH THAT?!You think its that fun?Hell yeah,i tell you its not fun,not fun at all,did you know?I spent the days waiting for you,praying that you are fine,did you know?You never bothered to care did you?NEVER!NOT ONCE!You never even bothered to ask me 'is something wrong?' when i was acting so differently,you never cared,you never bothered to find out and know that the 'Mature' person that you love talking to is not me..not me at all..i just did that so you wouldnt hate me..you wouldnt hate me..but you never cared!Never. Im ending this,I will give you ONE LAST CHANCE.If you never bothered to check this blog or my attitude,this is over,we will never be the best of friends again,i will never ever open up my heart to you again.I have been hurt enough,not just you!That effing idiot,that moron too,that faking male too,everyone who hurt me,i said i wont open my heart anymore,but you guys always make me believe you,taking advantage of my naive nature?My soft heartedness?Hey,this is the last point,i had enough of this hurting.You think i dont feel pain?No,i do feel pain.I choose the people to love,the people to hate,the people to allow into my heart,but every single one of you never bothered to step deeper into my heart,afraid that i would kill you?Lets say,i trusted you.You never loved me,not even as a friend,you wont even say 'I missed you' no,you wont say that to me will you?You say that to everyone but me dont you?This naivete is gonna be ended soon..your feelings will be shown soon,your true nature too. This world,is nothing more than a dark dark hell. On Monday, June 22, 2009 at 9:01 PM	Wishlist!~ Get good Results and get to 2 pure sciences! To stay forever with her BFFs To wish everyone has good health :) Nintendo DS! Try Cosplay once!	Her Fairies!~ ZH Stephy Minxuan Jobina Joey Minhui Ariel Charmaine Denise Qiuheng Claudia Jingwen Syafiqahh Hannah Sinyi Adawiyah Emily Syafiq Sharifah Alicia-Clarinet Syaza Alicia Link Link Link Link	Wishing well	By title By month February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 August 2010
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